Have you ever done something bad, really bad, but it makes you feel good? No I'm not talking about drugs. Something not-so-big, like smile to yourself when you get a better grades from others, or do something that you know will cause someone else to get mad just because you want to get even.
I feel like this is the wrong thing to do, but it's a right choice. YOU drove me to do this. YOU drove me into this situation, and YOU choose to ignore the problems.
But that's ok. Because this might actually be for the best.
p/s: Let's not be selfish, ok? People won't like you, even less.