thou shall not make me a BITCH

Title was directed to no one in particular. Well, on second thought,perhaps, it's directed to life itself.

Just thought that, perhaps I need to stop being so angry at the littlest things. People are starting to say I'm 'garang' and 'grumpy'. Definitely not a god sign.

Mr. Katayama taught me a lot of things. When I was shouting and screaming and kicking when I lost my bucks, he calmly said "Sabar. Mungkin ada kat mana2. Bila kita carik, slalu tak jumpa. Bila kita tak carik nanti, dia datang. Sabar. Tuhan nak uji". When I answered"But y me? I lost money when I'm broke, and I got lots of work to do, n plus kena keja pagi2 sebab takdak duit bayar sewa. Tak aci la. Semua aku ja" He replied "Ada hikmah ni. Kalau la betul ada org ambik, halalkan je la. Nak buat mcm mana". And then he went to cook chicken chop for my dinner. Which was a really good way to distract me from my public amok. And I started to think, "Kalau aku ngamuk bnyak2 pon, bukan duit tu datang balik." Betul la, kan? So halalkan je la.

He also taught me that "Sometimes, Xbox is MORE important than tuan punya Xbox." Ajak keluar, nak maen game. Ajak makan, nak maen game. Ish. Kenapa aku mesti beli Xbox kat dia?????

Tahniah la kepada beliau.

Duniaku sekarang macam2. Aku nak balikMalaysia ja. Get out of all of these. Escape.

S.H.I.T. It ain't pretty.

My life is officially fucked up.

I just realized I lost 50 bucks just now.

I have 2 assignments due soon which I haven't even started yet.

I don't have enough money to pay my rent next week.

I sleep at 2am, wake up at 6am and go to work at 7am.

My parents are mad at me cuz I haven't called them in 3 weeks.

My boyfriend would rather play FIFA10 rather than talk to me.

So yes, I think I'm pretty fucked up now.

Hari Raya menjelang tiba...

Raya tahun ni agak best. Rindu family a lot, tp leh raya wif Mr. Katayama. Tp sgt2 lah rindu mkanan Msia. Pegi rumah trbuka smua bwt nasik impit sbb sng lg dr ketupat/lemang kot, but since i LOVE nasik impit so it's not a problem. 1st day beraya ngan Cohot 4, Munchy nya bos & member2 around Railway. Best gila! Fud was super duper awesome. Definitely. Rendang+lemang Dzeti were sinfully delicious. Chicken delicacies at Sultana's house were to die for. Then the next day we all went back to class and continue our ordinary student lives. Until Saturday came, and MSD open house lets us fill our tummies yet again, with mouthwatering food. Again, sedap jugak. And Sunday came, Cohort 4 went sailing (superb!!!) and then pastu me+min+atie balik rock a few songs kat umah wif Guitar Hero n then g umah terbuka Rahim & Purr at WSA. Tingat plak zaman2 last year mse dok ctu. Sure bring back memories. Now my brain is cramped cuz hafta finish 3000 words essay. Darn.

MSD raya

Dak2 Engine

Umah bos Munchy Mart

ye km main guitar hero ngan Sheryll mase ari raya

Sronok tgk diorng makan

Anzac Ave clan

Beraya di WSA

Penguin hugs!

Drama swasta promo poster

The Defenders!

Syawal this year is not bad at all. and still have 5 days to go nk posa 6. mari beramai-ramai.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR BATIN.....

If only.

I was utterly bored, and I'm supposed to do my assignments now, but who gives a damn. So I composed a poem for Mr. Katayama, who is burning a midnight oil to finish his last assignment for the week. Just to make him smile. Ganbatte!

If only my walls could talk,

They would tell you,

"She says your name everyday"

"But do you say hers?"

If only my pillows could talk,

They would tell you,

"She cries missing you every night"

"But do you even think about her at night?"

If only my laptop could talk,

It would tell you,

"She looks at your photo every night before she sleeps"

"But how long ago did you look at her pictures and have sweet dreams?"

If only my clothes could talk,

They would tell you,

"She fuses over what to wear just to impress you"

"But do you even care how you look in front of her?"

If only my perfumes could talk,

They would tell you,

"She always wants to smell good when she's with you"

"But do you ever realize that?"

If only my camera could talk,

It would tell you,

"She deletes her own photos, but never ever yours, even the bad ones"

"But do you care when you delete her ugly photos from your camera?"

If only my watch could talk,

It would tell you,

"She looks at the time every second when she's expecting you"

"But why do you still make her wait, even though you know that?"

If only my heart could talk,

It would surely tell you,

"I belong to you, even though I'm hers"

"She gives me completely to you, and please, take good care of me"

"Because she believes in you"

"And inside me, there is only your name"

"No one else, but you"

"She loves you."

Selamat berbuka!

For the first time ever.

I managed to finish a dish served at Angie's Kitchen.

Had wat tan hor for berbuka.

really yummy! =)

pasni nak berbuka ngan chicken balado plak. yeay!

Pejam celik pejam celik dah tnggal less then a week nak raya.

Nak raya kat rumah, tapi sini pon best gak!

AKU NAK P PASAR RAMADAN!

Aku nak p pasar ramadan. nak jugak. aku nak pi jugak.

tak kira.

Arghhhh!!!!!

DSku kaler merah

Ds kaler merah.

Cover kaler hitam.

Afix boncit kasik.

LOL.

Someday - by Nina

Someday, you're gonna realize
One day, you'll see this through my eyes
By then I won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if I cared

I know you don't really see my worth
You think you're the last guy on earth
Well, I've got news for you
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long, won't take long

CHORUS
'Cause someday, someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day, I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday

Right now, I know you can tell
I'm down and I'm not doin' well
But one day, these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry sweet goodbye

CHORUS
'Cause someday, someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place, Ooh
One day, I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, I know someone's gonna be there

Someday, someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day, I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday

VIdeo can be watched from http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gXcw5tSOf2A

p/s: Never thot that a song could literally describes my life. Yes. Mine.
And oh, courtesy of Unnie.